Sweetheart, we miss you so much ♥
This summer is not going the way I had hoped and wished for. we lost fifi first. there has been illness and tears. mosre illness. money woes. and now, we have lost snowy. my dearest snowy. the magic cat, that as a little girl, i called snowy, because i thought it funny, him being so black. soon after, he started growing white spots. as though he had been taking a walk in the snow.
When he was a kitten, he was so playful. he would sleep on my bed every night, then at six every morning would wake me up, and I would play with him, with the tie from my dressing gown, until it was time for school. then as we have both got older, he has preferred to just sit with me, for hours. and he would follow me around the house where ever i went, his little bell tinkling. he wuold make me laugh by getting up to all sorts of mischief. and now we have lost him. The house seems so empty. My heart is completely broken.
This summer has not gone as planned. It is our birthday on Friday, my father and I. I do not feel cheery about it at all.
Oh I do hope I can come back here with some good news. everything has been too depressing lately.
I'm sorry dears.
I hope your summers are happy ones.