soggy eyes and smiles

Im back at my uni flat. christmas is over, and i have had to leave my family. even as i write i feel horribly sad and try my harest not to cry. i am missing them. i am missing cups of tea with mother, going on car rides with father, giggles with my sister, cuddles and games with my little brother. being woken up every morning by him coming into my room and snuggling up in bed beside me. im missing little snowy, with his furry cuddles and teeny little kisses. his new sparkly golden collar he got for christmas, jingling as he plays with his new mouse. father brought me back with my little brother on saturday. it was beautiful day. it was snowing at home, but not at uni. the journey there was so very frosty, everything was sparkling white. the trees all looked magical, i had never seen any as beautiful before in my life.

when we got here, my boyfriend met us and after showing my brother our flat (he had never visited before) we took him to the park. we saw the frozen lake with the ducks walking across. father and bofriend were silly and tried breaking the ice with their feet. lots of slipping and sliding and giggles. then we went to the play park and had so many big, wonderful belly laughs!!! we all went on the swings, trying to see who would go the highest. father won, and my boyfriend went very high also. me and my little brother, with our smaller legs, could not make it quite so high. we went on roundabouts, and climbing frames, and clever spinning toys i had never seen before, that made me ever so dizzy and silly. we pulled each other along on the rope, running after each other as we zoomed across the wire. the the three boys climbed the climbing frame into a look out tower, where they called to me to come up too. but it was ever so high, and i thought my fingers might freeze and stick when i touched the bars!!! father climbed to the top of the spider web. it felt as though we were all tiny children, like my brother, who were having so many fun adventures and games. and i smiled the biggest, because i noticed painted stars all over the floor. the star playground, for the star princess. and her angel best moon friend. and all of their other moon friends.

I must tell you, before i finish writing about my family, which i must soon, because my cheeks are becoming ever so damp with tears, about the pantomime. new years eve we all went to see dick whittington, and had the most wonderful evening!!! hadnt been to one for years and years!!!! there was laughter and singing and shouts and wand waving and candy floss and sweets. i chose a butterfly wand that flashes. i dressed up for the pantomime too, with my cinderella necklace, my starry skirt, my new gold magic shoes and glitter on my eyes, cheeks and hair. at the end, as it was new years eve, the cast came down into the audience and we all linked hands and sang auld lang syne. and then aterwards, as we waited for father to come and pick us up, we saw the cast leaving through the stage door!!! we were the only people there, and we were only there by accident, but it was so exciting!!! my favourite one, who also plays stingy in lazy town, was ever so sweet, and seemed to be as excited to talk to us and we were to talk to him!!! it was magical evening and left me very dancy and giggly!!!


I also did some baking before i left home. me and my little brother made a gingerbread train, which was ever so much fun!!! with lots of icing and sweets and sprinkles. i think it would be the perfect way to travel to the moon, for those who do not have beautiful wings like angel lottie.

i also made some christmas biscuits, inspired by the wonderful lottie, my moon best friend. she made some delicious biscuits of me, rosy rosie the star princess, and her, little angel lottie. so i have done the same!!!
before i left to go back to my uni flat, me, my sister and my mother went to get our hair done and as a treat we all had a chinese take away, and stayed up very late playing games. my little brother also made me a beautiful butterfly which i absolutely love.


since my last post, i have a few more late presents, which has been so very exciting!!! from my boyriends grandparents, i have some wonderful dvds i have wished for for a long time. they are miss potter, marie antoinette and the notebook. me and my boyfriend have been watching them in the evening before bed time, all snuggled up, which has been lovely.


Mother got me some glittery tights, which are beautiful. I love them ever so much. And out of christmas money so far i have brought myself the biggest ring i have ever owned. it is also very very pink. i absolutely love it!!! and also my magical gold shoes, that i have worn every day.
i also recieved my boyfriends gift. we made eachother gifts this year, and his is rather unusual. he wanted to make something that i would be able to keep forever and had sentimental value. so he used the bottom of his christmas ttree, cut it in half and sanded and sanded it until it was lovely and smooth, and created a doorstop!!!! he said he wants it to be for when we buy our first house together, which is so sweet!! he was so nervous about giving it to me, because he thought i might laugh at him, but i love it. he also said he wanted to wait and see if i wanted to paint it. i dont know whether i do. i did think it is the perfect shape to paint a rainbow on it, but i quite like it being natural. it has the beautiful smell of pine, too. although i may carve our initials into it, because i think that would be sweet :)


the very lovely blue ring sent me a beautiful comment, in which she asked wether she could see pictures of my strawberry socks and brooch. i completely forgot!!! i had pictures of them both!!! so here they are, for all of you lovelys to see :)


I was also tagged by the wonderful yellow elephant, the rules are:

1. Go to the 4th folder in your computer where you store your pictures.
2. Pick the 4th picture in that folder.
3. Explain the picture.
4. Tag 4 people to do the same!

i have done this tag before, but that was on my home computer. so i shall do it again for the forth folder on my uni computer!!!

this has made me giggle!!!! this was from last june, i think, possibly earlier than that. me and my mother and my little brother went to the museum and they had a victorian school classroom, with dress up outfts. so me and my little brother dressed up in the victorian school clothes and had our pictures taken in the classroom!!! i was slightly too big for the outfit, but my brother was too shy to do it alone :)

i am going to cheat a little and say i tag all of you to do it!!! it is so very fun and brings back wonderful memories, and i honestly cannot decide out of all of you beauties who to pick :)

even though i am sad to have left home again, i am having a lovely time with my boyfriend and looking forward to tomorrow, when work starts again. there are lots of lovey things about being back that i must remember when the tears start to come. one of them is the fact that i can now blog much more often, and visit all of you lovey little fairys who i adore and have not been able to keep up with as much as i would have liked over christmas. my posts will be more regular and i will be keeping up with all of yours aswell, and that will make me smile and smile, as will my moon best friend. whisper whisper. i will also be able to reply to all of your comments now, which i have been reading. they are all so very lovely, i appreciate every single one of them!!! you are all truely wonderful

x ♥