stuck.

I feel this may be a slightly muddley post. i will try to make some sort of sense!

(lina scheynius)

i think i have become stuck in a bit of a creative rut. I desperately want to be creating and making wonderful things, but cant quite seem to get any of my ideas straight. i have been looking forward to finishing uni for summer so i can make art for me instead of deadlines, and now im stuck and feeling rather frustrated.

i also want to make a few changes to rosie posie rosie. i made this one day when i had nothing to do, found a blog, and when trying to look for more seemed to 'accidently' make this. i was trying to figure out how blogger worked and find out more, and suddenly realised i had made a blog. it was a very happy accident and i have completely fallen in love with blogging. i have discovered amazing and wonderful people and art, but i feel like mine needs a bit of a make over. im unhappy with the header, i cant seem to make or decide on a one i like. and i dont like the name and never have (when accidently maing my blog, on the sections to fill in, i wrote my name, and as it was taken, added 'posie' and as that was taken, just added another rosie!!!!!!) so i have been trying to tink of a new one.

I have one idea, which is chimerical. i love the word so so much!!! the dictionary tells me it means:

(kī-měr'ĭ-kəl, -mîr'-, kĭ-) adj.
Created by or as if by a wildly fanciful imagination; highly improbable.
Given to unrealistic fantasies; fanciful.
often chimeric Of, related to, or being a chimera.//-->chi·mer'i·cal·ly adv.

in a way it sums me and my work up quite nicely :)

any suggestions or ideas are very welcome too !!

♥

i had to share this!! arent these lamps wonderful?? i adore them!!! i wish my lamp was as pretty as these :)

going onto a completely different subject...

a while ago, i found an amazing black bodycon cut out dress, but wasnt sure whether to get it as i had so few pennies. by the time i decided i would, it had completely sold out!! so i was super dooper excited when i found it on ebay, brand new and in my size!!!! i managed to get it for £22 and am very very happy!! i cant wait for it to arrive, it should be tomorrow :)

i also have a trip to london planned for next monday. i adore London, and havent been in a while. ive missed it lots! ive also missed my boyfriend lots, who will be going with me, making it a doubley exciting and special trip!!! i may treat myself to some pretty summer clothes :)

i am ever so tired now, i think i must be off to bed as its rather late. i may read a charlie and lola book, or watch the dvd lovely lottie sent me. they are always so comforting and may give me some inspiration, as childhood and stories are a big part of my work.

I hope you are all well and happy!! i apologise for the unstructured rambling this post seems to be, it is rather like how my thoughts all seem to be at the moment!!

x ♥